Home is the eternal pain in my heart

Home is the eternal pain in my heart

● She is a precocious girl. Her parents were distressed by inappropriate speech after her parents divorced, and her stepfather’s discrimination made her feel uncomfortable.

  ● After a family conflict, she ran away from home.

After returning because of helping his mother against his stepfather, both the mother and daughter were swept out.

  ● Finally, she has work and love.

But because of her half-heartedness, this love began to falter . The round apple face, the warped ponytail, Haha Rabbit is like a cute girl with her signature.

Although her corpse still retains some particular qi, in the conversation, I soon discovered that she had a sharp judgment over people and things over her age, and this was related to her special growing environment.

  Rebuilding the home life is not easy. My dad has Bing’s hobby, and there are women outside.

Therefore, my parents divorced that year.

I was sentenced to my mother, who firmly barred me from contacting my dad.

  I remember that my father visited me once at school six months later. At that time, he asked me why I hadn’t seen him so consecutively. I followed his mother’s words and said, “You are not my father.

“A slap in the face suddenly came over, I grinned in pain, and my father seemed very sad.

After that, my mother quickly transferred me to prevent my father from “harassing” me.

I haven’t seen my dad again for four years. Even my phone call didn’t let me listen.

In recent years, all he remembers about him is the maintenance dispute between him and his mother.

One said that you would give me alimony to see my daughter, and the other said that I would let you see my daughter if you gave me alimony. Among them, I felt like a bargain.

  If my parents ‘failed marriage brings me a lot of unpleasant memories, then my mother ‘s second marriage has caused me great harm.

My stepfather was very bad to me. I lived in his house for four years and slept for four years on the sofa, but his biological son had his own crib.

In that home, my mother and I were like maids. Their father and son plus an old man didn’t do anything. After eating, we knew that we could push both hands and let us wash the dishes and wipe the table.

During the high school entrance examination, because I often discussed the exercises, my classmates and I called more diligently on the phone. As a result, at the end of the month, the phone bill cost more than 50 yuan.

But the previous month, his son had called more than 90 yuan on the phone, and he didn’t see any temper.

In that house, I had no freedom at all.

I am more temperamental, and often have conflicts with him, but my mother always leads to her killer: If you quarrel with your stepfather again, I will put you with your father. He now has a woman and a child. You said they wouldLove you

For a long time, my dad became synonymous with some kind of punishment in my heart.

  After another fierce clash with my stepfather, I finally made up my mind to run away from home.

At that time, Haha Turtle was very good with me, and he was in conflict with my family because of my so-called early love incident. In this case, he accompanied me to run away.

Running away from home was purely temporary. In fact, we did not have a clear destination. We ran to the train station to catch a train and left Shanghai in a hurry.

After getting out of the car, we reached a small place that has never been known before-Mingguang, Anhui.

  Haha rabbit, in order to describe to me the poverty level there, gave me a reference-it was so poor that KFC was not there.

I can’t help laughing, even though the world’s discipline makes Haha Rabbit suddenly more mature than her peers, she still doesn’t lose her childishness.

  For fifty yuan, we rented a large room to live in.

For the first time in our lives, we began to face livelihood issues independently.

I took more than 600 yuan with me when I went out, and obviously couldn’t maintain much continuity.

So after settling down, the two of us went out to find work.

Haha turtle’s ID has been kept by his mother. It is estimated that no unit will accept him.

Besides, we can’t take out a diploma and look like a pair of students. We don’t dare to use us where we are.

After looking around, the only thing we can do is to be a waiter in a small restaurant, and people don’t even need men.

In the small restaurant, I have to work from 8:30 in the morning to 1 or 2 in the morning, soak my hands in the cold water to wash dishes and dishes, and pull out the frozen ice cubes from the cuttlefish head one by one.My hands were numb, but it was only ten yuan a day.

Haha turtle is distressed and picks me up from work every night. Therefore, although the days are hard, it is better than living under the fence of the stepfather’s house.However, only half a month later, my body became unloadable.

Catch a cold, have a fever, and then be unable to work.

It wasn’t a way for two people to sit and eat. We couldn’t survive it, so we went back to Shanghai quietly.

The common tribulations of more than a month away from home brought me closer to the haha turtle.

  When I went home, I was absent from school for more than a month because of no reason, and the school wanted to fire me.

In desperation, my mother went to see my biological father, because my father was very versatile.

This is the first time I have seen my dad since that slap.

In fact, that slap in the face left a lot of shadows in our hearts. My father refused to recognize him, but now I repeat it, but my mother said lightly, “I asked her to come to you.She refused to recognize you “to blame all responsibilities.

I was sandwiched in the middle and left and right not.

  Right and wrong at that time, if I tell the truth, parents will inevitably be the same.

In order not to intensify their contradictions, I have not argued.

After my dad’s efforts to clear up, I finally transferred to school.

As soon as things were done, my mother’s tone changed again, and she hinted that I would not contact my father anymore. She said that my father was good to me now because I was about to make money from work and he was greedy for my money.

At this time, I was no longer the ignorant child four years ago. I can tell whether my father is true or false.

  Over the years, I have been dependent on my mother for a long time, and have a good relationship, but in this matter of dealing with my dad, her waywardness has left me a great psychological shadow, so that now my dad still misunderstands and even hates me.
To be honest, sometimes I really hate mom a bit.

  The storm away from home was calm, but our mother and daughter’s life in the stepfather’s house was even more sad.

I had a meal that day, and my mother and I sat on the sofa and talked about my studies. Just now, my stepfather drank his mother to do the dishes.

Because the talk was on the rise, my mother said to wait a moment, the stepfather immediately scolded him, and the scolding continued for half an hour.

We are not servants. Why did he instruct us to do this, do that, and scold at will?

I couldn’t help but say to him, “In this home, I don’t want to listen to you.

The stepfather looked at me and said, “I’m the biggest!”

“I rushed over and slapped me two slaps.

The long-term grievances and grievances that broke out in this home suddenly broke out uncontrollably, and I didn’t know where the courage and strength came from, slamming the fan against the stepfather.

He didn’t expect me to fight back, but I was stunned for a while, and when he returned, he couldn’t stop roaring.

I suddenly yelled at my stepfather for years of dissatisfaction: “Everyone in this family has their own rights, and whoever makes sense listens to others.

The stepfather looked at me crazy and didn’t dare to conflict with me directly. He turned to his mother and slapped him.

I love my mother very much. Seeing that my mother was bullied, I couldn’t take care of anything. I slammed and gave my stepfather two slaps.

At this time, my mother finally spoke, but I never expected that she would be very fierce at me: “Forget it.

“The stepfather seemed to be encouraged, and immediately launched a ruthless one:” You two, give me away today.

“My mother told my biological father that night to pick me up.

She wanted to wait for things to ease and then take me back. How could she know that the next day, she was kicked out of the house by the man herself.

The mother’s second marriage came to an end.

Later, the man came to my mother again and asked her to go back, but he made a condition: I want to live with my mother and go back, but I have to write notes and kneel to him to say sorry.

In addition, he stipulated that my mother’s cooking should not give me a bite.

If I do not agree with the above requirements, I will only be able to live with my grandmother.

Even if my mother is cowardly, she cannot bow her head under such conditions.

In this way, we have been living in grandma’s house until now.

  ”Does he ask for a remarriage to show that he still has affection for your mother?

Haha Rabbit’s answer once again showed her ability to see through the world.”What relationship?

These years, only one meter and six meters each, more than a thousand wages, there are young men up and down, who wants to marry him!

Not to ask my mom to go back and be a free babysitter!

Now that I’m finally working, I can make money to supplement my family. My mother and I don’t have to look at other men’s eyes to live on, and my relationship with Haha Turtle has also been heated up as a lover by friends who share the same distress.

I have been very fatherly since I was a child, so the tall haha turtle has placed my emotional vacancy all the time.

With him, I found a long-lost feeling of being loved, and I can’t help but look forward to the small family that belongs to us.

A stable job and a man who loves me, I think this should be my home for so long.

  However, destiny just joked with me — I met fruit.

At the first sight, I was surprised.

He looks very much like a boy chasing me.

The guy did a lot of things for me, but I failed to respond to his love, and I was ashamed to do so.

The appearance of the fruit awakened that memory, and to him, I had an inexplicable urge to compensate.

Guozi also perceives my emotions. We maintain a seemingly non-existent communication relationship. When Guozi asked me to give him a fair chance to compete, haha turtle discovered our ambiguous chat history on QQ.

As a result, the two men negotiated and the fruit quit the competition.

  It’s over, but this has seriously affected my relationship with Haha Turtle.

To be honest, he and I experienced the common affliction of running away from home, and our trust and dependence on each other is irreplaceable.

We can’t imagine that life without the other party will be something.

However, this time the “open edge” was stuck in each other’s chest like a cricket.

Today, what I say, haha turtle always conditionedly doubts whether I am lying or not. When I go out to meet friends, he always doubts.

All my actions and newsletters are subject to random inspection by Haha Turtle.

Trust is gone, all that remains is guesswork and revenge.

I can’t stand this kind of day. With torture each other, it is better to break up.

But haha turtle’s answer is: I hate you, but I can’t live without you.

  In the end, it was my fault, and I hope he can forgive me.

But apart from quarrels, we found other ways to communicate.

As a result, we are like hedgehogs in the winter. We can’t help but hold each other for warmth, but we will always be hurt by each other’s thorns.

Finally, Haha Turtle came up with a plan called “Quarrel Probation Period”. If I performed well during the “Quarrel Trial Period” and it was not easy to quarrel with him, then continue to maintain this relationship.

This seemingly absurd plan may be our only hope for reconciliation.

  I really do n’t understand why from family to love, I ca n’t catch the kind of tenderness I want

Is it really that difficult to find a loving home?

Now I just hope that I and Haha Turtle can get back together and restore his trust in me.

But even if we are married later, I don’t want to have children, because I don’t want my children to suffer from excessive injuries I have suffered.

  Now that I’m finally working, I can make money to supplement my family. My mother and I don’t have to look at other men’s eyes to live on, and my relationship with Haha Turtle has also been heated up as a lover by friends who share the same distress.

I have been very fatherly since I was a child, so the tall haha turtle has placed my emotional vacancy all the time.

With him, I found a long-lost feeling of being loved, and I can’t help but look forward to the small family that belongs to us.
A stable job and a man who loves me, I think this should be my home for so long.
  However, destiny just joked with me — I met fruit.
At the first sight, I was surprised.
He looks very much like a boy chasing me.
The guy did a lot of things for me, but I failed to respond to his love, and I was ashamed to do so.The appearance of the fruit awakened that memory, and to him, I had an inexplicable urge to compensate.
Guozi also perceives my emotions. We maintain a seemingly non-existent communication relationship. When Guozi asked me to give him a fair chance to compete, haha turtle discovered our ambiguous chat history on QQ.
As a result, the two men negotiated and the fruit quit the competition.
  It’s over, but this has seriously affected my relationship with Haha Turtle.
To be honest, he and I experienced the common affliction of running away from home, and our trust and dependence on each other is irreplaceable.
We can’t imagine that life without the other party will be something.

However, this time the “open edge” was stuck in each other’s chest like a cricket.
Today, what I say, haha turtle always conditionedly doubts whether I am lying or not. When I go out to meet friends, he always doubts.
All my actions and newsletters are subject to random inspection by Haha Turtle.
Trust is gone, all that remains is guesswork and revenge.
I can’t stand this kind of day. With torture each other, it is better to break up.

But haha turtle’s answer is: I hate you, but I can’t live without you.
  In the end, it was my fault, and I hope he can forgive me.
But apart from quarrels, we found other ways to communicate.

As a result, we are like hedgehogs in the winter. We can’t help but hold each other for warmth, but we will always be hurt by each other’s thorns.
Finally, Haha Turtle came up with a plan called “Quarrel Probation Period”. If I performed well during the “Quarrel Trial Period” and it was not easy to quarrel with him, then continue to maintain this relationship.

This seemingly absurd plan may be our only hope for reconciliation.
  I really do n’t understand why from family to love, I ca n’t catch the kind of tenderness I want
Is it really that difficult to find a loving home?
Now I just hope that I and Haha Turtle can get back together and restore his trust in me.
But even if we are married later, I don’t want to have children, because I don’t want my children to suffer from excessive injuries I have suffered.